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Mana: 
 Posted: Mon Aug 24th, 2009 01:06 pm
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Hi ManOWar,

Besides praying, my mind is trying to wander outside the box, wondering in what creative ways you might physically impede this occurring in half-sleep.  What if you wore socks over your hands when sleeping?  What if you wore heavy denim shorts or pants?  Anything that would wake you up enough to make a conscious decision not to go there?

All in addition to drawing nearer and nearer to God, of course.

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Mana: 
 Posted: Mon Aug 24th, 2009 06:13 pm
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LOL that would be hilarious - sleeping with socks on my hands. I already sleep in my pants most nights.... but truthseeker I think the biggest thing in my battle is that I have - not - been proactive in it at all. I have not been fighting. When I was, it was very halfhearted. But I am going to a new level in my walk with Big Poppa J, and it really encourages me even that you are taking the time to reply. Thank you so so so much :)!

-MoW

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Mana: 
 Posted: Thu Aug 27th, 2009 11:13 am
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Hey yall.

I had a revelation yesterday.

It is a proven fact (speaking from experience, scientific research, and experts) that constant masturbation makes you so that ordinary vaginal intercourse no longer brings you to orgasm.

All of a sudden yesterday I realized, THAT MEANS I CANT MAKE BABIES. CANT HAVE CHILDREN. IT WONT HAPPEN - BECAUSE OF MY MASTURBATION HABIT. This is how satan steals lives, before they are born, through my own sin - "The wages of sin is death". Death of unborn children, if you really think about it and see it in your spiritual eyes.

Thats heavy.

At least it is to me and seems to be the final piece of the puzzle for me to quit. It is SICK and TWISTED, and has PERVERTED my body to this point.

I AM SO DONE WITH IT.

Fight on. Or just give it up - thats what I think Im doing. Giving up the struggle to God. I will be letting you know how it goes.

-MoW (Day 2)

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Mana: 
 Posted: Fri Nov 20th, 2009 11:52 pm
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Hey bro's and sis's!

Its been a while since I have been on here. i found a great resource - http://www.settingcaptivesfree.com - that offers a 60-day sexual Purity course. It is really helping me! I have been slipping and falling but this program is REALLY teaching me a good lot and it, by God's goodness, is making me stronger to face temptation when it comes.

My struggles are getting less and less each day. One day I will say I AM FREE. Why dont I say that right now?

I AM FREE! :)

That made me feel good. I believe in the power of self talk.

Anyways, I just want to encourage anybody reading this that IT GETS BETTER. YOU ARE NOT DEFEATED, SATAN IS. You are in a battle yes, but Victory has already been assured through the Blood of Jesus Christ. Its hard, but hang in there.

-MoW


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