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  Posted: Thu Dec 10th, 2009 01:23 pm
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The thing i hate the most is i get slammed when im at my weakest. I begin to doubt the reality of god and than the temptations pour in. As sick as it sounds im kinda happy though. Usually when i fail i fall hard. last night i failed for five minutes but i know. its sin and i sinned. But usually the days i fall are in a deep consistent sin. not that it matters.
I prayed though, i asked for forgiveness. Im going to try to forget the past, lean on Gods grace and always strive to him. Man its a lot harder than it sounds.

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