Sorry i deleted the post. This was because i felt embarrassed for coming in here and writing out of depression. And also i hate being told to leave my husband. I've been told that way to many times by almost half the world. I guess i sound dumb for always saying this. But i really do feel that i love my husband and it's not because i pity him and i think no one will love him. If anything there are a lot of amazing women in this world that love means more then what happened in the past or who they are now. Maybe it is co dependancy or foolishness. But to me i can see pass my husband past, because everyone has one. I have a dark one, and he decided to pursue me anyways. Why? Because he saw what i saw in him. Someone special and destine for greatness, even though its covered in dirt. There's someone good there.
But im no one to see that everything i say or do is the right way, i will take in peoples suggestions because they are my 3rd person view of me. Thank you for giving the time to write to me and suggest this book. I will read it and hope it will help me on the path that im in with my husband  Last edited on Sat Aug 7th, 2010 06:02 am by LindaBeans
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