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Posted: Mon Dec 22nd, 2008 03:47 pm |
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I feel that there is a sexual pressure in the body quite often.
Going around in the street, everywhere...
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Posted: Tue Feb 17th, 2009 12:18 am |
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When not masturbating it feels like my body is very tense and it reacts very easily to other people: Sexually tensions or something: I am not really sure what it is, but today I watched porn some seconds and my body ejaculated. Maybe there was a lot of tension built up in it?
But I don't get it. Is there a difference between interacting with other people and porn? I can feel that both are sexual..
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Posted: Thu Feb 19th, 2009 07:52 pm |
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Man wrote: It seems for me nowadays that my body reacts very fast on stimuli. Wonder what to do with this?
I.e. I was to a massagist and when laying in my underwear on my stomach it ended up with orgasm and wet. I don't know if the massagist got that..
And then after a while I was to turn around and laying on my back and then in one way I hoped it should happen again, maybe kindo exposing fear and see that it might not be so dangerous, that I survive it..
Maybe these are ocd-thoughts? Going for and wanting worst-cases.. and maybe seeing that I survive them..
There can seem to something that MUST NOT HAPPEN: Kindo getting erection in the shower with guys..
And this was a guy who massaged me, so then it might SHOULD NOT HAPPEN, so it might was a little bit scary..
So exposing the terrible things might help to lower the fear, but that might not be a right way?
I.e. if I fear that I will kill somebody, it might not be the right thing to do it?
I might fear that there is some homosexuality in me..
There might be some ocd-thoughts..
I feel I struggle with masculinity and maybe fear of being homosexual and I think it might be better to feel after and see what is there than just denying things. It might not come very much good out of that..?
Some months ago I was to young female physio-therapist. That was first time and maybe I was quite tense. She asked me to take off my clothes and I was standing there in only underwear and I was laying on a bench and it ended up with ejaculation while laying on my back.
I don't know if that would happen if masturbating just before..?
Hey Man it's been awhile, I left the site for a few months. I am back and I will admit I missed talking with you and hear about your experiences since we both have OCD, it made me not feel so alone since some of the stuff you go through is what I go through aswell.
Honestly I from what you say I don't think you are gay. In my opinion gay is where you are turned on by men sexually (i e interacting with them in a sexual manner, having thoughts of men naked, etc.). Unless it was the fact that a guy was massaging you that you got turned on, than I don't think getting turned on when a guy is massaging you makes you gay. Men get erections randomly, maybe it was that? Also most people get massages to relieve to stress and to feel better, and maybe the feeling of the massage felt so good that you orgasmed? I might be wrong here since I am still a virgin and have never been in a relationship before, but don't some people get turned on when there is tension in their relationship (make up sex)? Maybe the same thing goes for tension in general.
Also being someone with OCD I know that you are probably dealing with tension. If I am gaming well for a few hours and than all of a sudden I do terrible and can't shake it off, it's usually something to do with my OCD, it can be something like there being a pillow on the couch that is scrunched up or something like my toothbrush not pointing in the right direction. Usually I will start looking around the house and retracing my steps and as soon as i find something that is out of order I fix it. Sometimes if I can't remember doing something or it doesn't seem like something was good enough (brushing my teeth, using my acne medication, washing my hands, etc.) I will just do it again to feel better.
If you went back to the massage place hoping that a guy would massage you, and hoping that you would ejactulate than maybe (just maybe) you are gay. Now let me ask you something and I want you to be honest (with me and with yourself), were you hoping that the guy would find out that you ejaculated? I once masturbated in a art store when I was looking through a book of sketches and I ran across the section of nude art. I am still not sure weather or not I was hoping I would be cought, it's like I was overwhelmed with the urge of using self gratification.
Alright now on to physiotherapy: I will admit I don't know much about what physiotherapy is, I know its where they have you stretch and they are trying to have you get into a better physical shape. Can you explain what activities you do, maybe finding out what activities you have your issue during will help you avoid these experiences again. I will be honest if you ejaculated while laying on your back during your session with your physiotherapist and she was in the room than she probably notices that you had an erection and probably noticed that you ejaculated. If she didn't say anything than I would guess that it happens to other people and you are not the first person that that has happened to in front of her.
Also I want to just throw out there that some people are just sensative and easily aroused. Some body parts on some people are just extra sensitive (i e. mens nipples). Since both of these experiences happened when you were having physical things happen to you (massages, stretching, etc.) I would say maybe you are just easily stimulated. Another thing that is similar with both instances is that you had to strip down. I know that I am sometimes turned on when I have to strip down, I can't go anywhere like a pool or a gym because I know that I will get an erection when I am changing into shorts or after when I am in the shower or am getting dressed. Maybe it has something to do with being infront of people. I am always convinced that people are looking at me when I am in a locker room, and since you are having a one on one session with someone and are asked to strip down you know they are looking at you.
Honestly buddy, I feel sorry for you. I can only imagine how uncomfortable both of those situations much have been for you. You start getting nervous and start running all your options through your head, like should you just leave and hope they don't see what you did (I am guessing since you said you ejaculated that you fully did and since you were in your underwear it would have been easy to see the spot. Or if you mean you 'pre cummed' it wouldn't have been so bad). You also wonder if it's not so bad and the people won't notice it. One problem I have is I am convinced that after I ejaculate there is a smell on my body, and I am always nervous going into public after masturbating because I am always nervous someone will notice the smell or something and call me out.
When not masturbating it feels like my body is very tense and it reacts very easily to other people: Sexually tensions or something: I am not really sure what it is, but today I watched porn some seconds and my body ejaculated. Maybe there was a lot of tension built up in it? But I don't get it. Is there a difference between interacting with other people and porn? I can feel that both are sexual..
I can completely agree, I feel different when I don't use self gratification. I am irritable some times, I feel exausted, and I sometimes find it hard to sleep. Also I will admit that after I have gone a few days with out using self gratification it doesn't take much for me to finish, it's much more easier than say the day after using it.
What do you mean you watched porn for a few seconds? Did you like stumble across a video or did you actually take the time to go find it and than decide that you didn't want to watch it? If you did take the time to find it than I know what you mean. I am someone that likes to test his limits and I sometimes find myself reading descriptions for porn because I feel like its not bad if I am imagining everything instead of seeing it. Also one thing that I am trying to get over is that I sometimes go on youtube and search for videos of things that will turn me on, but aren't porn (i e heavier men rubbing their stomachs). Watching videos like that is kind of like 'softcore porn' for me, it turns me on, but it's nothing bad since they are not naked.
What do you mean by interacting with people? I mean I don't think going out for coffee with someone is sexual, but if you are doing something like cuddling, or maybe even working out that is more physical and intimate (not for working out though) and those things might be considered sexual.
I hope I could help you out buddy 
EDIT: I saw this post from you and might able to help you out.
Trying to drop m and then washing penis at showering is quite challenging. I am kindo looking forward to it, hoping that I can get something, some release. Donno if this is cheating on myself; that I am not honest; cheating on myself or or or..
I know exactly what you mean! Just touching myself when I am naked is enough to turn me on so I avoid it as much as I can. What I do is just put a bunch of soap on my stomach and hope that is washes down and cleans my penis. I used to look forward to touching myself and was looking for a release. I quit cleaning my equipment a few months and ago and it helps, you aren't in a position to where it is so easy to 'slip up' or satisfy yourself.
Last edited on Thu Feb 19th, 2009 08:04 pm by Bradley
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Posted: Sun May 3rd, 2009 11:09 pm |
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Hi guys, some days ago I was on a place and my body reacted with ejaculation by just laying on the floor
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Posted: Fri Jun 12th, 2009 11:49 am |
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For me ejaculation can come "everywhere" when not masturbating and beeing single. It can happen during training...
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Posted: Sun Jun 14th, 2009 10:16 pm |
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I have back-problems and tomorrow I will get some treatment and when I am "heavy loaded" (haven't had ejaculation for about two weeks), then I will probably get ejaculation during the treatment or masturbate upfront?
I don't know if this is just because my brain is fixed on that or if it is just a physical reaction?
I have had ejaculation on pilates-training..
I am a single man..
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Posted: Mon Jun 15th, 2009 01:45 pm |
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Today I did masturbation. I am suspicious that if I hadn't done it just upfront, I would have had ejaculation during the time when I was there. I am a little bit irritated on the fundamentalistic "NO". That's not love for me in that case, is it? It would be embarrassing, right? That means I can't trust those people?
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Posted: Sat Aug 29th, 2009 03:48 pm |
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Bradley wrote: What I do is just put a bunch of soap on my stomach and hope that is washes down and cleans my penis.
I had not thought of that technique for avoiding trouble in the shower, but will probably give it a try.
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