Hi! Im new to the boards and hope to stay active at this forum and i just want to make my first post as a prayer to revive my peservance.
Now, I been dealt with pornography for several years and it looks like I'm losing every battle.
But after every time I do, I try to find ways keep myself strong and to be closer to god. These ways work, but fail shortly because I think I lack the peservance to end this curse.
So whoever is reading this, pray for me to revive my peservance to keep my heart unbroken and fill with love that that overshadow any sign of pornography.
Welcome. I will be praying for you. One thing my first sponsor in recovery told me to do that you might try: Write down all reasons why you don't want to use porn. Carry that paper with you at all times and add to it.