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bigj714
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 Posted: Sun Oct 4th, 2009 09:21 am
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I just really need more prayer for me and myself, to be granted a real repentance. Although I've beaten some serious addictions through Christ, I have still been in a continual pattern of lust, pornography and masturbation. I'm not the incredibly promiscous drug dealing, sex and stripper addict I was, but using pornography since only a child, now at 35 I am still not free, and lately the bitterness I feel towards God's provision and my personal adversity of chronic pain, years of joblessness and social isolation has me spiraling back deeper into the darkness I've been trying to be free of these last few years since my return from decades of apostasy and a life of debauchery. I need prayer for my soul and for a way out of this pit ive fallen back into. I would greatly appreciate it.

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 Posted: Tue Oct 6th, 2009 05:21 am
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Praying...

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 Posted: Sun Sep 11th, 2011 01:07 am
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There is no sex addict that doesn't understand your pain,shame,guilt. I've struggles for for years as well as many others with our dis-ease. God never gives up and neither should we. Hang in there brother God loves you and us and one day we shall be free. BigD

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 Posted: Sun Sep 11th, 2011 04:21 pm
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BigJ714, I prayed for your chronic pain when you shared this with the board years ago. I believe my prayers were heard and will pray again today for you.  You have had a very tough life, no question about that. I have never suffered from TMJ or any chronic pain but I can identify with the loneliness and the joblessness.  I have a diagnosis - a neurological disorder that has no cure and is a lifelong thing. People who have this disorder are typically either under-employed or out of work and there is little or no provision for them after diagnosis. There is far more help for children with the diagnosis and teenagers.  I believe God can work a miracle and get me back into employment and hope and pray for the same miracle for you. God bless you.

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 Posted: Mon Sep 12th, 2011 01:41 pm
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Just want to give these verses:

Matthew 7,15-20:

If they don't speak to you and give you peace and love and joy, disregard them:

Best regards


Last edited on Mon Sep 12th, 2011 01:43 pm by Man



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