Please Pray 4 Me
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jacob77
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  Posted: Wed Feb 10th, 2010 01:17 pm
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:shock:Hi,

Prayer is my only resort now. I've spent about $6,000 on healing ministries including an ex-gay live in ministry which was very abusive. I've also spent a lot of time in mental hospitals and that didn't help. I am now attending Celebrate Recovery but am always the only 'ex-gay' there. Though I do have a sponsor I don't discuss my issues around mental health with him because I don't wanna push him away. I am doing everything I can possibly do. I am taking a high dose of meds. Very med compliant.  My problems with chronic pain are overwhelming. I have fibromyalgia. So, on top of the depression I have to struggle with debilitating pain every day. My struggle to live is too great.

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